cure for the disease

Log start: 4:07am January 11th, 2011

A frightening feeling, delirium is.
Although you recognize that everything around you is real, it doesn't feel real.

But on a happier note, i seem to be cured.
The remedy, being woken up in the wee early hours on a sunday to go shopping.
Deliriously shopping is bad though >_> mucho splurge-o

But if that's what it takes, then it's worth it to get out of the feeling. It's absolutely the worst thing ever, as explained in the last post, it rarely happens to me, and when it does happen, things fucking suck.
But reflecting upon the thoughts that i have come up with in my sickly stage, i recalled a quote that was once said by Muhammed Ali.

"Impossible is nothing"


"Impossible is just a big word thrown around by small men who find it easier to live the world they've been given than to explore the power they have to change it. Impossible is not a fact. It's an opinion. Impossible is not a declaration. It's a dare. Impossible is potential. Impossible is temporary. Impossible is nothing."

It seems that everytime i come out of the delirious feeling that i come out with greater insight. I can't explain how that works, but you'll just have to trust me.

On a side note, i only have my little brother and my cousin to thank for putting me in a sickly stage.
Children have the weakest immune system, i swear. I take pride in my iron immune system, back in Stony Brook, people would be shitting bricks before i got anything even remotely close to a sniffle, but back at home where it's infested by an infinite number of germs, i can't help but to be overcomed by the sheer vast numbers that i have to battle against.
That's how the brave 300 lost, right? :p
One of my stupid white blood cells must of gave the enemy a side entrance and it completely destroyed me.

Oh well, it seems like i'm sick every week when i'm at home, no matter how fast i'm able to recover >_>
I want to move back to stony but i can't move in until the 30th.

-_-"

it's almost 5am, i'm tired and some other emotion that i don't want to explain atm.
so i'll leave you with this.




HakoneDayDreamer, impossible is nothing.