Post of basic guidelines

Log start: 10:21pm December 20th, 2010

As i drove off of campus today, i asked myself what i've been doing for the past 7 semesters of college.
This semester was, by far, the fastest semester that i've completed at college and i can't explain why. There is no logical explaination to why time feels faster than it is, because time is a universal constant, it is something that can neither go faster or slower, only our perception of it changes.
All throughout the drive back to Queens, i tried to wrap my head around what i've been doing in college and why this semester seemed like it was so fast.
The only conclusion that came to mind was that i'm getting old. As i get older, i expect less out of each day. It no longer takes an exploding truck to make my day, maybe if someone gives me a cookie, maybe if my professor lets the class out early, maybe if i get to look at/talk to the girl i have a crush on.

I'm tired of expecting so much out of life and i have learned to live life for what it is and enjoy the little things.
Sitting down in my room watching some C/K/J Dramas having a beer.
Taking a break from photography and making myself a cup of nice green tea.
Picking at peoples brains for no reason at all.

All of these small things give me pleasure in life now, no more will i long for my days to be mission impossibles, no more will i long to exert all of my strength in a day, and no more will i have a need to FIND something to do.

Now i can just sit down and just do what i want to do.
I might even bring my small bonsai tree from home to my dorm and trim it a bit from time to time for pure enjoyment.
All i'm asking for is a moment of truth, a time where i can be me because i can be. Not putting on some different face because i want to, but doing what i want because i can.

Every day is a brighter day because i have the luxury(sort of) to do what i want to do. (senior year procrastination and just not giving a l0lwtfpl0x's ass about anything)
If you don't like something, ignore.
If you like something, take in more.
(i'm not exactly the prime example of a "good" student as you can see)

At this stage in my life, it seems like i should only care about the things that i truly care about and disregard everything else.

That's what i'm aiming for.

HakoneDayDreamer, it's cold. No... it's COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLD.
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