VACATION? About time.

Log start: 9:08pm April 21st, 2011

/log I feel like a fatass. /endlog

between flipflopping between a pack-rat and a fatass this week, i think thursday was the only day of my spring break so far that i got to sit down with minimal interruptions, eat whatever the hell i want, and take random naps whenever i want!
This is honestly the vacation i was looking for.

no alarms
no boss calling me to go to the pool
no brother barging into my room in the morning to tell me how crazy and forgetful my dad is
no archery things to worry about (this one is pushing it)
NO PANTS
no random remarks about how i didn't get 1st place in an archery tournament when they saw my 3rd place plaque

just overall a calm and soothing day.
this is a vacation
this does not reflect real life
this does not reflect what i want everyday in real life

The fact of the matter is, i know what reality is and i can distinguish that between a vacation or a dream.

You can't have too many "real" vacation days or else you'll become a fatass like me. Honestly, today i had (counting from 12am to the right now 9-ish pm) an order of halal lamb over rice, 6 donuts, countless boxes of herbal tea, 2 bowl of noodles, some funky dinner combination that my mom made, 3 beers, and i don't even know.
There is no point of this, it's just doing what you want, when you want to, without any regrets. That's a vacation.
I've been on "vacation" where it isn't really a vacation. A vacation where you need to drive, make it on time to some arbitrary location, worry about this worry about that. Come on. That's not a vacation.

A vacation is where you can lay down somewhere and someone massages you.
A vacation is where you can sit down with a drink in your hand looking at the sky and think about what the cloud formations look like.
A vacation is where the amount of pleasure is exponentially greater than the amount of stress accumulated.

The best vacation that i've been on thus far was when i went back to china not too long ago.
Everything converted from american dollars is dirt cheap, back when 1 USD = 6.8 RMB and a bowl of XL noodles with extra meat is 2 RMB, when a 30 min leg massage by a cute chinese girl is 30 RMB, a total body massage is less than 100 RMB.
That is a vacation. Getting pampered, eating things that you know are unhealthy for you but you eat it anyway because it tastes amazing.

There's time after your vacation to detox, and there's time after vacation to feel like shit from school/work/life, but there are only so many calander days where you can relax and just not give a flying fuck about what's going on in the world.

Sadly, this is probably the only day in a long time where i am able to enjoy a "real" vacation.
School begins again next week, finals soon after, and then i need to worry about work.

Oh, the good ole days where i had nothing to worry about.
Sadly, even i have admitted defeat in the age department long ago...


Looking forward to the next day i can eat half a dozen donuts within 24 hours and not feel guilty about it.

HakoneDayDreamer, PACK RAT. YEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAHHH.